Friday, March 7, 2003
I totally forgot about this picture.

There was a link in my referrer log, which means -someone- was looking at my bedhead shot....on purpose.
People baffle me.
----e
who has better hair
these days, thankyouverymuch,
and is about forty pounds
less round in the face.
Posted by beth @ 02:24 PM PST [Link]
Tuesday, March 4, 2003
Dear Self;
Please stop with the dreaming about Michael. Especially when the man who loves you is curled up into your side and breathing sweetly against your shoulder while you're doing so. It's disconcerting.
Thank you,
---e
Posted by beth @ 09:35 AM PST [Link]
Monday, March 3, 2003
There is absolutely nothing in the world
that excites me more than being able to inspire another person into action. Even if that's just getting out the crayons and drawing something on a piece of paper while they're waiting in line at the dentist's office -- it's creativity, and gawd knows our world could use a bit more of that these days.
I just found a CD that I've had around here for a while with some old email burned onto it. Some were just tips and tricks for Art Stuff and the like, but there was a whole folder of stuff that people had written me from various times: when Dave was first gone and I was writing about it quite candidly, when I first started doing art stuff online, and when I first started IQ (and other creative projects).
I don't even know if I wrote some of these people to thank them for their kind words (I was pretty messed up for a long time there), but re-reading them now has made me realized how blessed I am to be able to be doing what I love and actually TOUCHING people with it. Actually reaching through to people's hearts, minds, and souls. There are millions of people in this world who long to do just that, and for some reason -- fear, circumstance, outside intervention, whatever -- can't ever do so. It makes me think that maybe, just maybe, I'm finally where I'm supposed to be.
Thank you for being here. Thank you for reading. Thank you for taking what I say and doing your own thing. Thank you for inspiring others. And thank you for inspiring me.
-----e
a r t h e a l s
Posted by beth @ 08:13 PM PST [Link]